The daggers are piercing my heart deeper they go each time, each time he hurts me. They r so deep now they cannot be removed they cannot be torn from my heart i have to bear the pain it wont go away it wont leave me, its never ending i have to live with it, the pain, the hurt, the suffering its all here to stay.
Im changing i feel it taking over, the pain takes over, its talks for me ,it acts as me, it wont let me be.Im getting in touch with my 'dark side' a side of me i never knew exists. It hid secretly beneath me waiting........ waiting for the pain to be great enough,waiting for me to be weak enough.... its ready now, its ready to come out, to take over.
I cant be saved, No light can shine in this darkness the darkness is too strong, its taking over,its winning it cant be defeated not now. its a strong force, too strong i cant stand up to it,my efforts would be worthless, im not strong enough to fight it.The darkside is taking over so soon i will be lost, lost for ever in my own shaddow............ lost in the darkness once hidden within me. and with it there is no coming back.............none at all...........